Random thoughts and news for today...

-I miss St. George like CRAZY!! I'm thinking about my friends so much that I'm even dreaming about you guys!! (literally) I think I'm a little unstable. I wish that St. George was closer. I wish I was closer to you **sigh** I'm scared to stay away too long because well, for one thing, I don't want Lauryn and Brooke and Jada to grow up without me so that when I do come back they won't remember who I am. It hasn't happened yet, but still I don't want to stay away too long. Not to mention the fact that I really, really miss my friends and family and the save-easy and just the general people you see in St. George :( But I trust God to put me where I need to be right now. There are other issues too, like I am totally illegal here!!! I'm an Alien!! but I really think God is trying to teach me how to live happily and respectfully with my family. Because "before you can have the family you want to have, you have to learn to live with the family that you already have" (or something like that). Let's just say I'm trying to learn FAST so that I can get on with my life. So that is my first thought(s).
- Second, I saw a CRAZY story on the news today. There was this home video of these guys in like Brazil or somewhere who found this bag with pieces of wood tied to it floating in a river. When they fished it out and opened it there was a little baby inside!!! ALIVE!!! So they took it to the hospital and the baby survived! Story's like this make me wonder what God has in store for that little baby to make Him go thru all that trouble to make those guys stop to fish him/her out of a river. That will be a persons life I will ask God about when I get to heaven!
- Third, I've been blessed with a few hours a week working at a motel in hollywood beach. I work the front desk. It's interesting... to put it lightly. I was going to try and glam it all up into this true floridian story for you all, but there is just nothing Glamable about this place. The owners and the people I work with are nice and normal, but the neighbourhood and the people who come in are another story. To start I'll say they do have high security... and they should. The neighbourhood around the motel is filled with Drug dealers and prostitutes and French Canadians (lol, but true). The weirdest and funniest part about this motel is that you can rent a room for only two hours if you want.... hahem... wonder what one would be doing in a hotel room for only two hours... *cough*... All I can say is that I've seen more condom wrappers in the last two weeks than I have my whole life!! GROSS!!! And to make an already unimaginable job worse, most of the men who rent rooms for this long are doing it so that they can cheat and get home to their wives before supper!! On top of that, I work the night shift (6-12pm). That's when one can really meet some WACKO'S. But hey, I'm getting paid... lol... I'm not even sure yet if I can really be that possitive about this job. It's funny right now, because I've only been there two weeks, but this job just adds another reason to my large list of reasons to move back to St. George, where most people are too embarrassed to rent a motel room for only two hours.
- I long for normalicy!!!
- My hair is really long now... it's exciting... almost half way down my back. It's fuzzy today though... I think in my efforts to defrizz it with product, I may have reversed the intentions of the stuff by putting too much on. No big deal, second day hair is always the best anyways ;)
- It's 1:41am. YEAH.......I'm out....